Saturday, September 22, 2007

i miss you.

im browsing through random friendster profiles at 4am,
unconsciously opening tabs of my high school friends.
people i knew on the first day of middle school, people i got close to the first few months, before i had my own clique.
memories came flooding back. like how we used to sit in a huge group in 1A, just talking and laughing. having nice clean fun.

and then there was our Laughing Society.
a group of us, wanting to set up our own website and everything, wanting to make it some big ass society.
i remembered being so pumped up with the idea, i had the layout planned and everything,
waking up early in the morning choosing web templates and stuff.

drifted apart.
come form 2, boys were involved. drama started.
and then there was our self formed Drama Club.
how we learned how to skip classes, how we made fun of Puan Salmi(our science teacher who's got some sleeping disorder) and made her cry cz our whole class boycotted art class.
and how our first drama turned out to be such a flop.
yet unknowingly made us understand and know each other better.

form 3 and 4, more boys,even more drama.
friendship wise, relationship wise.
how i started screwing up high school.
being some little delinquent, getting into the bad books of everyone possible.
got into trouble with almost every teacher in school.
how much i liked being a rebel.
i enjoyed pissing people off. i enjoyed hating people. i enjoyed thinking that the whole world was against me. i enjoyed knowing that my studies were a flop and my parents wanted to skin me alive.
but i knew one thing for sure in form 4, who my real friends were.
who were the ones who stood by me whether i needed them or not.
friends who would just pop by to ask me if i was doing alright.
friends who would stay with me on the phone even when they really didnt have to because they knew all i wanted was someone to rant to.
no names mentioned cz they know who they are (:

form 5 was fun.
if i had to describe form 5 in one word,
i'd say Euphoric.
i had a totally different group of friends.
the NPKs.
people whom i always thought were snobs.
im glad i remained in that class.
i'm glad i didnt bother taking up the offer to get into the first class like a couple of them did.
i'm glad i knew that something would turn out right that year and trusted my instincts.
im glad i opened up to them, first awkward and all,
but then realised how different yet similar we were.
every situation was handled lightly. there was no drama.
so much laughter and dirty jokes.
so many nicknames so little time. we only had a year together and made the most out of it.
we still pissed people off. teachers. other prefects. classmates.schoolmates.
we lied, we covered up for each other, we danced, we remained close even though we're, well no, I am in a different country altogether,
the occasional phone calls and updates through msn. how much our lives have changed,
but how we still are able to share the same jokes and relive the times we had (:
how we still find humour even when we're not there face to face,
each one of us still addressing each other by our nicknames like its the most natural thing in the world ;D

college.
well yes i surely have my own group of close friends.
but things are different somehow.
like if i had a major problem, i know i would still turn to my friends back home,
i know they'd understand. less explanations. sometimes none at all.

"I'm in a fucken mess what the fuck should i do?"
just straight to the point.
because they know me and cz i know they'll be brutally honest,
the funny thing, is that i don't get hurt.
thats what never fails to amaze me all the time.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

TRANCE.

oh.my.god.
i think i've got a new obsession.

TRANCE.(genre)

omg. you guys should start listening to it.
it doesnt get you at the start, you'll think it's just crap repetitive music.
but nooooo, once you're hooked, you're gonna be pretty pretty happy.

trance makes me concentrate.
trance makes me study for hours.
trance makes me dance forever.
trance makes me appreciate visuals on itunes.
trance makes me less angsty.
trance makes me worship DJs.
trance makes me not want to listen to house and rnb.
trance makes me want to switch off the radio.
trance makes me want to keep walking and walking.
trance makes me want to keep myself busy so everyday passes faster to Godskitchen.

and i don't know why.
fuck. im hooked.
and it's all JulianK's fault.
oh no.

x

Thursday, September 13, 2007

-

i wanna curl up under the sheets to watch a dvd cz its too cold to do anything,
but where the fuck is he?

Monday, September 10, 2007

haha.

we were celebrating eric's 20th that day.
will and peter joined us,
and brought some greens later on as eric's present.
well of course all of us shared. d-oh.

will's a darling. he shares.i like.
he's from NY. ive always wanted to go to NY.
peter's from texas. he lets me hang out in his room for tea. i like TOO.

Azri started dancing, bouncing rather, to the Happy Tree Friends tune.
he and Eric were being entertainers.
no really. we were laughing so much its bananas.
there was this particular convo.
Azri was teasing me about smth.i dont remember what.

Azri: ......wah wah wah Joy you think you're Sleeping Beauty is it? later you bdhcsbkhcfskjbclalucalusdy SO MANY DWARVES

SILENCE.
Will stopped fagging.
Peter stared at me.
I stared at Peter.
Julian stared at the both of them.

Me: fuck that azri.there're no dwarves in the sleeping beauty aye. wrong channel aye. it's snow white.
Azri: my Foxtel aint working man.

********

Me: OMG did you hear about the little mermaid losing her glass slipper?
Azri: ehhh? is it?


haha i love the little park.
and my friends.
and the nice nice spliffs we have ;)

Saturday, September 8, 2007

no.fuckin.way.



no way.
haha











okay have fun.

Thursday, September 6, 2007

surveys!

Fashion Survey
all things fashion!!be honest and tag 5 friends or as MANY as you want at the end of it.have fun!!

.:Basics:.
Name: Joylyn
Age : 17 but i like to think that im 18 thank you.
Location : Perth.


.:Favourites:.

Store : uhm Valleygirl, Jay Jays, Jeanswest, Just Jeans, City Beach (it doesnt really matter i live for retail therapy)

Designers : i aint got money but have always loved Chanel.

Place to go shopping : as long as you've got the moolah anywhere's great.

Brand Names : no preference but i really do like Valleygirl and Topshop (:

Colour to wear : black.

Item of clothing you own : shirt dresses, little miss tees, sesame street tees, summer dresses, printed slogan oversized tees

Type of jeans : skinnies! and uhm boyfriend jeans.theyre fucken comfy i sleep in them.

Type of tops : nice tshirts with awesome prints on em. (hint: look at the fav item of clothing you own question.) oh and striped tops.

Type of shoes : pointy flats, heeled pumps and MY ALL TIME FAV- THONGS!!(ive got a pair in every colour you can ever imagine and no, im not exaggerating)

Clothing on opposite sex: funny worded tees(like those in JayJays), striped tees, hate boys in pink, black band tees and jeans.

Types of accessories: long necklaces, dont like chokers, charity accesories, pretty head/hairbands,big ass rings, oversized bangles, sex bands, charm bracelets and MY BARB WIRE BANDS!

.:Misc:.
What would you never be caught dead in? : bubble skirts fullstop.

How many clothes in your wardrobe? : fucken hell lot.

What was the last item of clothing you bought? : striped long top/short dress whatever you wanna call it and a neon green tanktop.muahahaha

If you owned your own fashion label, what would it be called? : (ahhh i never thought of that before but i swear i will come up with something)

Which celeb's style would you love to steal? : ashlee simpson.

Do you follow trends? : hmm i think.yea maybe. i only wear what i like.

What's 'in' in your area at the moment? : uhm oversized slogan tees with tights paired with pretty accessories.

What colour is a NO for you?: im fine with any colour. used to hate pink and yellow though.haha i was being an idiot.

.:VS:.
Short skirts or Long skirts? :short

Jeans or Corduroys? :jeans jeans jeans!

Hats or Sunglasses? :sunnies

Tight jeans or Baggy jeans? :tight

Bright colours or dark colours? :dark

Skinny belts or Wide belts? :wide belts


.:Right Now:.

Wearing: pink little miss naughty tee with black skinnies

In your bag: mobile, camera, mp3 player, a couple of books, my file, notebook and uhm wallet.

Saving up for: haha JulianK knows. (okay maybe some shopping as well)

Wishing for: another pair of levi's white tab, greens, and uhm something new to wear for Godskitchen cz i wore what i was supposed to wear last week damnit.


.:That You Own:.

Favourite shirt: wait i thought i was asked this question just now? just look back.

Favourite jeans: my skinnies from Spoylt & True Religion, brown one from Rusty, distressed black from Roxy, grey one from 7 Jeans, red one from Valleygirl and uhm torn one from Lee OHH OHH AND MY WHITE TAB WHOOHOO!

Favourite shoes:thongs, pointy black and white striped flats and denim schoolgirl flats.

Favourite dress: i love all my dresses hokay.

Favourite belt: the black bigass one from Roxy and the other waistbelt from Dotti.

Favourite Hat : the truckercap from Rusty. its so cool that one. muahahaha

Favourite Piece of underwear: i would love to say my striped roxy boxers but i dont wear em as underwear so it should be the black skulled ones and the red one which says Dont Come Near,I Bite. muahahahhahaha

just to add.
do go to http://www.jayjays.com.au cz the guys tees rawk socks.
and google Target for their underwear. it's heavy i swear.hahaha

okay im tagging,
Stephanie Tay
Suphier
Sue Lynn
Tasha Jie
Melanie

okay guys have fun.

(oops i couldnt resist one more haha YOU GUYS ARE TAGGED AS WELL)
Measure Your Fears - Would You, Wouldn't You, You Did

Pet a snake : i did. like a few times. petting's nth. i had it round my neck to snap pictures.

Spend a week in an empty room : wouldnt.i'd go skitz.

Ride in a hot-air balloon : yepyep!

Sky dive : i would. i wanna.

Sing in front of a huge audience :errr maybe. but it'll take alot to make me.

scuba dive : yup (:

Sit in the front seat of a roller coaster : all the time baby, all the time.

Deliver a baby : nonono no way. i'll prolly stuff up and shove the baby back in.

Swim across the Amazon River :nope.anacondas eat people

Change careers :why not?

Disappear for a long period of time : err hmm. yea i reckon. people will miss me more.muahahah

Walk through the forest alone at night : maybe.hmm yea i would if ive got a torchlight and my mp3.


Join a space mission : YESSS!!!

Tell everyone what you honestly think of them : i'll try to be tactful.

Call off your wedding : i dunno. i hope not ):

Walk naked through New York City for 10 minutes during rush hour: no way!

Walk up to Mike Tyson and call him a girl :nuh uh. not enough balls.

Disarm a bomb: nope.

CLean the outside windows of a skyscraper :fucken hell NOOOOOO!!

Draw a mustache on the Mona Lisa with a permanent marker:muahahaha YEAAAA!!

Go on tour with Elvis : isnt he like dead? but yea i would it'll be fun. damn i want the rock and roll lifestyle.

Go swimming during a thunder storm : hahah yea tried that before. nth to be fraid of im alive aye.

Perform surgery on your best friend :no.no.no.(amy winehouse style)

ohhohh and warning ive got one more big ass survey coming up. rushing off to work now so cya!

Sunday, September 2, 2007

(:

okay. been pretty choked lately.
hence not updating.
new pictured in my friendster and a couple in my facebook.

ohh and a new song in my blog.
stayed up for so many nights without sleep.
for instance last night, Fabien drove me back at 2.
went for supper with Julian K at 4.20,
came back and watched Foxtel till breakfast.
hahah

damn. i ought to stop.
(omg noooooo Peter C's calling me over now!)
ackk a decent one by the end of the week promise.

oxox
Kids - MGMT