:D haiperrrr

THEN


NOW

i was IM-ing my dear Jujups for a good 3 hours because i can't sleep and i never realised just how much i've missed that boy.
haha which also made me realise how we should never take the time spent with someone for granted.
things like spending half my day/night in his room doing absolutely nothing at all.
the magazines.
the music.
the movies.
mtvs in the blue room.
me falling asleep.
him warning me not to fall asleep.
breakfast.
late nights downstairs to take a break from studying.
lifts to college.
porridge at 4 in the morning.
ASOT nights on thursdays.
car rides.
kebab at broadway.
and many first times ;)

it was such a normal thing to do when we were in currie back then, i never thought i would have missed it so much.
but i like the fact that he's still in currie. makes things less different.
i had my best semester with you jujups and im glad you did too :]

MEANWHILE, TO CURE MY BOREDOM. (credits to suelynn)

Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
i'm not planning for it, but we'll see where life takes me(:

How many texts are in your inbox?
i dunno close to 300 or 400 i think? yea unlike suelynn, i keep a fuckin archive.
im the kind of person who will only start deleting messages in bulk when my phone tells me to.

When did your last hug take place?
should be one of the girls when i got home, if not it would be Anas at the tav.

Who was the last person you talked to?
Jujups.

Is the last person you held hands with attractive?
Well, yeh attractive enough i reckon.

Name one person on your top friends who is the most like you?
Uhm. Uhm. Uhm. Fuck brain jam. Uhm. Shit. Fogeddit cut me some slack it's 5.20am.

Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
Duh. Not butterflies. Fuckin birds. Huge birds. Uhm eagles. No the Pterodactyl. with fangs and long claws.

Will you get married?
Erps. i want a wedding? and a tiff & co wedding band. yeh the one that looks a little bit like a disco ball!

Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?
Guilty as charged.

When was the last time you smiled?
before ending the convo with joopzie boy.

Does anyone like you?
shrugs.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
I IM-ed candice, then prolly talked to Farah before leaving the house.

Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
brain jam. can't think of names.

What are you NOT looking forward to?
having to wake up in about 3 hours time. and PR journal. and the essay draft. and uhm my eyebags tmrw. well, today.

Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
Uhhuh.

Are you a forgiving person?
Yea but i'll admit i'll bitch at times. No i don't forget. Yeh youre in deep shit bitch. (and it rhymes too)

What's something you really want right now?
sleep, lots of sleep. no assignments. nice events. and money for nice events.

Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle?
michellemichellemichelle miiiccchellllleeeeeeee. uhm. nope.

Who was the last person you drove with?
Well, i was in the PASSENGER SEAT with uhm, Farah? no wait. last night. uhm. muzafar! yeh in his new car. HE GOT AN AUDI Q7 3 MONTHS AFTER HE CRASHED HIS OTHER BRAND NEW CAR OGAYY!

How late did you stay up last night and why?
7am. because i am an insomniac in denial who always claims that i'm nocturnal like its the most normal thing in the world.

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
Yeh. like LA or Cabo. or Hawaii or Amsterdam. or at the underpass opposite uni just to know how homeless alcoholics feel like.

When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
2-3 weeks ago. i wasn't like bawling and having asthma attacks just that i felt like shit and got hell paranoid and the tears wouldnt stop flowing. it's pretty funny actually. I was in the toilet sitting against the toilet door, Farah was taking a shower and Ham was taking a shit and they were both consoling me. And then i felt fine and got ready for dinner at Burswood like nothing ever happened.

Can you live a day without TV?
Yea. Duh. i've got the internet and my ipod, which can also connect to the internet so yes i am at a very secure place right now.

What is your ring tone?
close friends and special people get individual ringtones. for the record, it's Silence '08 (Niels Van Gogh & Thomas Gold Remix)

When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
don't rber because something/someone always makes up for it. if not i'll just get over it, it's not that hard.

Has anyone ever told you they were in love with you?
uhhuh. i shall not be cynical and think he/she/they meant it.

Do you still talk to the person you were dating 14 months ago?
uhm yeh.

Are you pregnant?
Yea. with twins. Thilly and Thally.

What did you do this past Saturday?
i stayed home to recover from thursday and friday night, then we dressed up and went to The Moon for dinner and then we came home and uhm, *it got blurry from there* but im pretty sure we did smth.

When is the next time you'll hug someone?
when someone decides to wake up.

Are you wearing anything on your feet right now?
Yes actually. a sex band which i managed to squeeze through my troll-like foot cz i got bored.

What are you doing this coming weekend?
random stuff but Ruby Room for sat night.

What do you want?
a minion to cook, clean, do assignments and go to school for me. basically i need a cute lookinng slave. emotionally challenged people need not apply.

What are you eating?
Nada.

Who do you miss?
like right now? friends back home, family, jujups and uhm. yeh just em.

What is your mood?
Psychotic. im caught in a fine line between fatigue and hyperness. my brain's moving too fast for my body to handle.

Are you happy with life right now?
Sort of. i dont slit my wrists and hate the world or anything so i think it's pretty okay.

Who was the last person you texted?
peter

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
Uhhuh. or god just got bored.

First person under 'J' on your cell phone?
Jaity

xxxxxxxxx

please brain, it's not funny anymore when i have no one to talk to. go to bed now i promise i'll layan you tmrw ogay?