Sunday, August 26, 2007

sofuckedupitsbeyondcomprehension.

i like being single.
unattached, really.

i crush on too many people in a short period of time.
then move on so quicky my best friends have lost count.
i thought it was just good fun.
crushes and that cute guy and all that jazz.

but after a particular phone call,
i curled up under my blanket, watched the rain pouring down outside,
unable to go back to sleep,reflecting on everything and everyone.

im just afraid to be emotionally tied down.
im afraid that i'd find out that it just isn't right once im in it.
i'm afraid we'll just lose interest in each other.
i'm afraid of breakups and being so awkward around each other.

it's nice having someone there i know,
then it hit me.
im commitment phobic.
not because i don't wanna get hurt again.
thats a fucken load of bull.

im just not brave enough to test the waters.
cz im fucken sissy like that ):

oxox

Sunday, August 19, 2007

GRRRR WOMANNNNN ;D

hello people.
yes i know.
an update. it's just that i've been so busy lately.
blogging's defo not my priority. then again,
OH NEVER MIND.

i've finally changed my layout,
and song.
you guys gotta listen to it. Muz and I couldnt stop going 'Shake & pop, shake shake & pop.'
grins.
so yea i had alot of fun these few days, particularly on friday and saturday.
i FINALLY had a decent time with Fabien and Dheta ;DDD
im happy.

PICTURES FROM FRIDAY NIGHT!

#1. http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=45572&l=2bd7c&id=599660455

#2. http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=45575&l=4b22d&id=599660455

#3. http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=45577&l=f2b52&id=599660455

basically, Friday night was just clubbing at The Deen.
music was fucken hell awesome. RnB and house continuously the whole night at every zone.
priceless.


PICTURES FROM SATURDAY NIGHT(MARC'S LAST NIGHT)

#1. http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=45586&l=cad8b&id=599660455


omg Marc's gone!! ):
twas his last night so we went to The Rise.
apparently he was dancing since 10pm, and i reached at 1am.
AND HE WAS STILL DANCING! holyyyy
my first question when fabs told me was, "What's he on aye?"
grins. for the record, he wasnt on anything (or so he claims).
muahahhaha

went upstairs for drinks cz we got bored.
Marc bought us drinks.

Dheta: Hey Marc.You wanna buy me a drink?
Marc: *stares*
Dheta: I'll suck your dick.
Marc: serious?
Dheta: yea. three times.


NO.NOONE SUCKED ANYONE'S DICK. HOWEVER, DHETA DID GET TWO JD&COKE. BITCH.
i settled for a smirnoff.
he was a darlin.
marc, not dheta.
the latter and i actually had this convo.

Dhet: hey joy how're you going home?
Me: cab. ssup?
Dhet: tell you what aye joy. i'll send you home, but you buy me a drink ok? im so broke aye.
Me: *flips him two fingers* _\/_

sososo anyways,
we got bored of Rise and ended up at the little field in Northbridge.
took a few pics and drove to Kings Park to chill and freeze our arses off of course.
it was fun.
the guys tried going shirtless.
nope. no one could hang on till the end of the night. but i managed to snap photos.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=45586&l=cad8b&id=599660455

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OHH OHH OHH!
before i forget, OUR INTERCOLLEGE VOLLEYBALL MATCH!
hahah we beat St Georges flat. grins.
honestly, i gotta admit that we were pretty impressive aye.
though i woke up late cz of clubbing, missed breakfast, got ready in 5 mins, didnt do any warm up, had red welts on my wrists for two days cz the bloody ball was just TOO hard and skinned both my knees(ive got like two round skin-less patches)...
it's all worth it.
Luke and Jeff were wicked cool.
they stayed to cheer us on.
and in return,
Skylar, Garrod and I stayed to watch the boys. they were really good but got trashed.
grr

anyways anyways, pictures!

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=43617&l=b6681&id=599660455

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Aights.
thnx to STEPHANIE TAY HUIHUI i gotta crack my head. grrrrr ;D

Each player of this game starts off with TEN weird habits or little known things about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own TEN weird or little known facts about yourself as well as state this rules clearly. At the end, you must choose 6 people to tag and list their names. NO TAG BACKS.


#1. I get the absolute kick when people spell my name with the exclamation point at the end. like this, Joylyn!. I really like how official letters have a full stop after my name, like this, Dear Joylyn.

#2. I like it when random words seem to rhyme. or even better, sentences. Peter(Craig) sent me this message on facebook.

it's a bit late but don't hate because you know you want to mate and you couldn't go to the currie ball ha ha but don't fall or stall because then i won't message back at all!

i reckon that's so cute.

#3. i like boys with tatts. i like boys with piercings. i like boys with rimmed glasses. i like boys in nice graphic, funny tees. i don't like boys in shorts. i like nice on the outside but bad on the inside boys. i don't like drunk boys. i like boys who camwhore as much as me. i don't like macho boys. i like tall boys. ;D

#4. i refresh my facebook every 15minutes. but hey hey, there's an update EVERYTIME.

#5. i like raves. i like house music. i like dancing the night away.i like sitting in the park with the right people doing stupid shit and just talking.

#6. i can hear you with my earphones on. i pretend not to ;)

#7. i hate it when people go:
- Joy, I need to talk to you. *then points to some secluded place
- I agree with you BUT.... (i hate buts)
- you're only seventeen! (fuck off)
- ...i thought you have this shirt in *insert colour*
- but joy you have so many pairs of jeans already (to which i always answer, "But not in this wash!")
- you're so emo. (im not)
- that's what they always say. (fuck you)
- marilyn manson is gay (he's not you're being a cow)
- why're your nails so short? (i bite them d'oh)
- why're your nails so short?
- why're your nails so short?
- why're your nails so short?

#8. i like it when people tell me they missed me and i know they mean it. i like giving surprises and receiving them. i hate it when im expecting a surprise but it doesnt happen.

#9. i like waking up in the morning with last night's make up still there not even smudged. i see it as a personal achievement (:

#10. i like staying up all night doing absolutely nothing at all, just blog hopping and making conclusions about how their lives might turn out to be. ohh and i wanna be famous so i get free stuff and look pretty in photos.

i'm tagging,
Melanie, Wanda, Rebekah, Kidyie, Suphier, Nenepok

ohh fyi,
more pictures coming up.
you guys should seriously start using facebook.
the pics are all in there.

now now don't say i never update haha

oxox

Friday, August 10, 2007

blue pink blue :]

i'll let the pics do the talking.

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;D
rad right? i know.
it's so awesome i wanna do purple next.

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

HOMG GODSKITCHEN!

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fucken hell guess who's fucken going for GODSKITCHEN on the 28th of September?

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ME, GODDAMNIT.
ME!!!


oh YEAH.
HUGEEEE deal it's an 18+ concert.
bahh!
ok so maybe i can't shop for like a week or two.
heck.
it's Godskitchen aye.
they only come once and i actually am missing Manson's concert for it.
okay maybe i'll go for manson's as well.
ohh linkin park, good charlotte and FOB's coming as well. FOB's on the 29th of sept.
the next day after Godskitchen.
OMG AND PETER PAN!
that i don't have to worry. apparently DhetaRedbull's got us free tix and backstage passes already.

weed weed weed!!!
okay that was random. sorry.

posted new pics on facebook.

#1. [BBQ AT KINGS PARK]

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#2. [RIVER CRUISE!!!]

#3. UWA TAV (didnt take pics, theyre from ken.)
had to dress up in our college colours which are green and white, hence the face paint.


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#4. okay a lil bit of narcicism doesn't hurt.

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[ more pictures with Putri. i'll post them up in a jiffy. gotta run. ]

and yay i managed to convince Ken, Laura, Ruthra and uhm Laura's friend(shit i forgot his name cz i was too hyper) to go to GK with Julian and I
now im happy.
suph knows why (:

x

Saturday, August 4, 2007

you are SOOOOOOO good ;D



seriously you guys HAVE to watch this.
like really.
Kids - MGMT