food for thought

nobody dies a virgin, cz in the end we all get fucked.

oh no.

fringe ke no fringe?

okay i digress.
you see, he's such a charmer.
and i don't wanna fall for it because it really is quite silly.

but what if, what fuckin IF i subconsciously trip INTO the love hole and can't get out?
will i, will i die?
should i risk it or just stop running altogether?

i really dread nights like these. too much negativity i dunno what the fuck im gonna fuckin do about it.
*bish*

i love my bubs(:

sooooo guess what.
Jaity's paying for my tatt cz she thinks i deserve one.
awesome balls.

and it was Muz's birthday last weekend. We had wonderful wonderful jap dinner at Tsunami.
and then at the after party it kinda turned out like it was MY birthday instead cz i was pretty gone the night happened in a blur as usual.
kinda drunk dialled till like 7 in the morning. shit.

so anyhoos last couple of weeks have been around the beach.
and tavern.
and herbs.
and whining bout how the fuckin abo stole my ipod.
and uhm.
oh yea, uni.
MY WORK LOAD IS PILING UP AND NEXT WEEK'S THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL WHICH MEANS IM SUPER SCREWED CZ I HAVENT STARTED ON ANYTHING YET!

ooh and i got a new phone! damn happy can die dot kom.
its a slider and im lovinnnnnn it ;D

okay la. pictures now since this blog is obviously lacking some.


with baby Rania at Muz's surprise birthday party(:


with the girls at Tsunami


HOUSE BUNNY!


BIRTHDAY BOY!
KEV GOT MARRIED! my first ever wedding in perth ;)




jeremy got lucky ;)


Candice and i being hell dodgy drinking from a flask IN THE TAV TOILET!

;)

WHAT?! everyone has dirty lil secrets ogay.

reality bites.

it's not that i dont wanna fall in love.
i do.
it might be fun.
then again, it might hurt.

you see, one time i fell in love with this guy Tom.
he was perfect, we were happy and one day he died.

that broke my heart.
and i kinda swore not to date till he comes back.
honest [: