i wish boys were gay.

it's funny how bad you want that boy,
and all he sees is that other girl right there.

the only time he calls are in the wee hours of the morning when he's just fuckin bored,
and just looking for someone who's up as late as him to make him talk till he finally needs to sleep.
so don't live in denial.
he doesnt actually fancy you.

and when he asks you out,
it just means that his friends are all gone or even,
that other girl's not free.

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alrighty.
now YOU,
don't go making your own goddamn conclusion about which boy im talking about.
cz it's not based on personal experience.
it's just one of those days when you snuggle in a corner,
and reflect on how shallow boys can be.

must be weather and the loneliness.(repeat 54690675421 times)